I felt like I wasn’t myself. Which really, if you get down to it, is that I believed I wasn't myself because I wasn't in my old routines that I tied to ‘being me’ and ‘who I am.’ I was attaching who I am to the habits and routines that I previously had and not allowing myself to move forward into someone new and to experience this whole new life ahead of me.
Thankfully, I was able to become aware of that and let go of who I was in order to become who I am supposed to be - I’m sure you have heard that before. It’s true.
And you know what? - Being off for a day or a few weeks is totally ok. It’s ok to lose a routine. It's okay to be human and not be perfect, productive and on schedule 100% of the time.
Even if you are a type-A personality, ENFJ, enneagram 8 - 5 - 1, and driven individual like myself.
On the other side of what seems like chaos in your life is really a new beautiful experience of life. Chaos comes with change but so does beauty and growth.
Now as I spend my last week in the USA in San Diego, CA I have been able to get into a small routine. Everything seems to be better.
But I have also noticed that I crave the routine I had when I lived in San Diego. But once again, I had to let go.
Let go and continue down the path of my new way of life.
Who knows what it holds and how it’s all going to work out. But I trust it will. I have the faith it will all work out.
It is just my job to continually let go and take daily steps forward.
That's your job too. Let go and continually move forward in your life. So much beauty is waiting to unfold and happen.
Ohhh the excitement.
Up next, my first month-long test.
Mexico, here I come.
I hope this helped Elevate your life to a new height today.
Much Love. Keep Going.